May 14, 2011
魔
魔
I’ve been an angry person almost the entire week at work.
A complete monster by my standards (though many would think otherwise).
I fathom its the result of a surreal mix of several factors that caused the upset – loads of exhaustion, unnecessary judgements, being the receiving end of manipulative politics, indignant and somewhat condescending remarks, unappreciative personals and an overall bleak and uncertain outlook…
Just when I thought I finally glimpsed the light at the end of the tunnel, there comes a massive power outage; blackout and confusion.
I’ve always been hot-headed.
I possess a temper that I thought I’ve so-far managed to keep in check and replace with calm and cool. Yet at times like this, the monster just spirals out of control and I secretly fear I might loose it and do something I’ll regret once I cool down five minutes later.
I’m not Buddha on the Mountain. I’m more like a Mogwai.
So I’ve dedicated this long weekend to cooling down and getting my feet back on the ground. It’s certainly apt that it’s been cloudy and raining since the morning.
I need to mend.
